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have i lost you? flightless bird, jealous, weeping. have i found you? american mouth, big bills looming
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[09 Nov 2006|09:37pm] |
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The quickness
Of flats and dreams
Disappears
In a sudden leap
They say they will bring change,
And tell us we might just survive
In these wrecked square miles,
I tell them I am alive.
With or without you!
I need Bodhisattvas.
And rucksacks.
Paramilitary invasion,
My crescent,
My moon.
You can not sail me
In those USS’s
It doesn’t worry me though,
We are the best,
Uncle Sam mumbles to me
When I sleep.
Rrrrreddddd blood,
Whitteeeeee skin,
Blllllllueeeeeeesssss
I can’t sleep,
And fuck typing.
And fuck you while we are at it.
When will time bring change,
And not ass’s
I am waiting
Oh so patiently
And no, I will not buy
Your insurance,
And your monasteries,
Stop planting bibles in my hotel rooms.
Stop slaving.
Stop slaving me.
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[07 Nov 2006|11:24pm] |
The web spun,
Dirty dozens all around,
In the center I caught my eye
Wavering from side to side.
In the darkest moment,
The stick, the stain
Glistened my iris,
And I began to strain
At those spiders
With so many legs
And rhythm that I couldn’t obtain.
She broke the snowflake of a circle
With eyes bright and wide
From her favorite cup of Folgers
Dusty on the sink.
In a daze that I once sought,
She laid, fearful
Of attack from above.
I hollered and screamed
But echoed against the concrete
My solid dreams were like mold
Drifting to her feet.
I didn’t want to betray her,
Her mighty glance,
Her violent tense
All in protecting
My heart from sewers
And the mildew she lacked.
I slipped, and almost fell
Into the mammoths trap,
But the caution signs kept me,
Checking behind my back.
She sat there,
With her white umbrella,
Trembling with a sorcerers grin.
I must have taken life
Right from the inside
To declare my own alive.
She loved death
Played games with it every night
In tents and turquoise
That she cast in the lead.
Leaving marks on my skin
One’s that couldn’t be cleaned
By bleach and soap
And kitchens left alone.
I was thankful.
She saved me.
But it wasn’t enough.
I moved right past her.
Saying not a word.
Not one second
Was spent without her.
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| Thinkin about writing again |
[08 Oct 2006|12:05pm] |
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It's a Sunday at home. Usually, I'd drag myself out of bed with frazzled hair and morning breath, hop into the car and day dream for the next two hours in church. Parents are out of town though. I came home on Thursday for my fall break from UNCW. I thought I'd be doing homework, and getting things done, but... what do you know? I've been sitting around watching movies and playing The Godfather on XBOX 360. Way to kill time.
I'd like to write in here more. It's an outlet. Maybe a creative outlet. It will save some writing, in case my computer crashes or something.
It's been so gloomy ever since I came home. Rain, rain, chill, dark. I've been trudging around in a hoodie and pajama pants, what's new? I like the rain. Especially when I'm home. It makes me feel not as required to do things. Well, I'll write more later, hopefully.
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[10 Nov 2004|12:18pm] |
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how could something like this happen?
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[09 Sep 2004|07:32pm] |
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haha, seems like the only thing that happens around here is hurricanes.
ivan might fuck us, or it could miss completely.
id love to leave for a few days. i dont want to be stuck in my house again.
work is good. i actually like it.
english 4 and ms. simon can die.
on a lighter note, i got the new converge that ive been so highly anticipating.
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[07 Sep 2004|02:39pm] |
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hurricane frances was boring but relaxing.
ivan is coming on saturday/sunday?
i hope we miss more school, but on the contrary,
i hope we don't have to make up any school.
homework to do.
routine to fall into again.
i start the florist job tomorrow after school.
im building up the bankroll to pay off the bill
but i still want to have spending money.
why can't cingular just call me back?
ok i'm gonna go take a nap or something.
applaud me for the first journal entry in like a month.
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[28 Jul 2004|08:33pm] |
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i'm trying to promote my new cell number. 954-298-6345. put it in your phone.
i had a good time last night.
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[23 Jul 2004|11:21am] |
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i just don't know what to do anymore.
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[27 Jun 2004|05:06pm] |
well, im here hanging out with mitch. at his house. on his HP.
new york has been fun so far. some of you people need to call me and tell me how florida life is going. (kelley)
uh yeah, ill be back in likeee.... 10 days.
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[12 Jun 2004|03:54pm] |
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anybody want to hang out tonight?
im up for anything.
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[11 Jun 2004|05:37pm] |
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underoath last night. crowded. hot. but i had fun. they put on a good show. stephanie kept trying to do the brian-face. kelley was abusive.
tomorrow i have the ACT's so i can't really do much tonight. feels like a school night.
sean's coming the 19th. can't wait.
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[02 Jun 2004|04:34am] |
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new york was so much fun.
thursday i got there at 1, and mitch, sean, chad, joe, nate and alex were there to pick me up from the airport (thats the best feeling in the world). so from there we went to nates and hung out for a little, then i went to school to see kay. we hung out for just a few minutes cuz she had to go to work. we went back to nates... and i dont remember what we did. but then i went to pick up kay from work at 7:30 and we went out to chili's and talked about a bunch of stuff. then went back to nates and hung out with a bunch of people i havent seen in months and had a bonfire.
friday. friday was ball. so we basically just all hung out and played cards and stuff til 5:30. then i went to kays for pictures. went to the marx hotel for dinner. extremely elegant. and then ball at the oncenter. it was really fun. then went to megans and spent the night there with kay.
saturday. ummm i just remember having like 30 people at nates house for the bon fire. and me and kay got into a huge fight. thats basically it.
sunday flew by. and my flight was at 5. everyone came to the airport. :( i hate airports. they can be the happiest thing, and the saddest thing.
( Ball Pictures )
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[27 May 2004|12:02am] |
pretty good show.
lame crowd.
finally met my secret friend (kelley). nobody is suppose to know we are friends, but we are. so there ya go.
um yeah i gotta go pack and stuff, i leave for new york in 6 hours.
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[26 May 2004|02:37pm] |
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who's going to armor for sleep tonight? and who needs a ride?
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[25 May 2004|02:50pm] |
uh hey...
on thursday im going to new york. its gonna be loads of fun. prom is friday night, and saturday night we are all gonna have a big bonfire.
nothing has been really going on lately. school is winding down. i have a research paper due tomorrow. presentation tomorrow. test tomorrow. then school is pretty much over except for finals. sean is coming down on june 19th and then we are driving up to new york like the 22nd. im spending the summer with my brother then coming back early august. i can't wait.
uh yeah thats all for now. ill update when i get back from ny or something.
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[16 May 2004|06:10pm] |
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this weekend had a lot of potential.
i went to brians friday and saturday night. his parents were out of town for the weekend. we had a little get-together on friday which was pretty cool i guess. and same thing with saturday.
ah, i dont want to go to school tomorrow. but there isnt much school left, so thats good. 11 days til new york.
(short post, sorry)
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[11 May 2004|05:17pm] |
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when the world ends, we'll be burnin one.
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[25 Apr 2004|12:52pm] |
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friday was allright. me brian and george went to allison's house and pulled up at the same time as ronnie. then we went to some spanish kids party in my neighborhood.
last night we were suppose to play poker, but george ditched us. so the plans changed to go see man on fire with brian, sean and ronnie. so we get there, and its sold out so we decide to go see kill bill 2. it was so bad. i fell asleep, and then i woke up and i wanted to leave. it was like sitting through anatomy class.
this morning i went to church. and yeah thats it for now.
32 more days til ball.
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[20 Apr 2004|12:54pm] |
Happy 4/20. Happy Birthday Hitler....
we had a great lunchtime discussion about evolution and such.
"I don't believe in religion. I believe that the world was made by science, in a labratory." - Nicole
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